Goodbye to you


"Sometimes I feel as if everything were just a dream I'll awake from eventually..."


This message is specially dedicated to you(:


I was right
Knew from the start dhat it wouldn't last
Yeah, & it didn't
Still I havent learn from the past
Knowing I shouldn't
But still taking chances
I realized we weren't fit for each other
Uncomfortable with one another
We didn't click
Like the pieces in a jigsaw puzzle
I was having second thoughts
And it kinda ate at me
But I dismissed it all
Thinking it was because of the insecurity
Hidden deep inside me
And in the end
You were one step ahead of me
As if you'd read my mind or something
And gosh,
Dhat was the part dhat got me really pissed,hahas(:
But its ohkay,
We weren't meant for each other anyway
Sooner or later it'll still happen
It's only a matter of time
I'll treasure the happy memories yeah?
Even though it's only a few we had
And dhats all we'll ever get
There's only one part of you I'll really miss
But i guez i ll be able to find it in the future
Dont worry
The world will keep spinning
And life still keeps going
So lets part our separate ways
And keep moving on
Guez dis is Goodbye den
And if you don't mind
I hope we can still be friends(:

Imperfections of Life


This is for everyone,including me, who think dhat life really SUCKS(:
LOLS dis is like my poem for e english ATT luhs=P
anws, here it is:


Life is never perfect.
Like the crippled man holding a walking stick
Like the raggedy beggar on the street
Begging for something to eat
And finding an empty doorstep to sleep
Or the homeless pup in the raging storm
Pouring abusing torrents of rain
Mercilessly throwing it around like a rag doll
But neither was anybody else’s
Nobody’s life is a bed of roses
A life without a single roadblock
Or dangerous sharp rocks
A life that you can easily glide through
There’s always a flaw
A trap
A black vortex
A bottomless pit
That takes you eternity to scramble up
A stone in your path
That makes you trip
But overtime, you learn
Courage to get back on your feet
After the fall that leaves you broken
Never give up
And don’t be afraid to face the beast
Stay strong
You’ve got to persevere
Cause it gets better
Sunlight filtering through the canopies
And out of the darkness of the forest
Into the sun’s radiant rays
Blinding you in sweet brightness
Bathing the land in a golden glow
Reflecting in the calm lapping waters
Giving hope, faith
And what you’d found yourself,
The key to the lock
The rainbow after the storm,
Happiness.


LOLS hope u guys ll be happier luhsXD
no point in emoing hahas.
Bahbyes den(:
and SMILE!=D

OMG! deres sth seriously WRONG wif blogger!D:

OHMYGOD!
I feel so PAISEH._.
aft i read all my previous posts...
i mean well,
i seriously sound lyk a RETARD!><
ugh wadevr.
its not as if im gonna delete em anws...
n ohya,
abey didnt come to school 2daeXD
WOOTS!
the dae ive been w8ting for(:
hehehs.
LOLS i gotta go guys,
its lyk 10pm now n mumbles comin home soon><
dun wanna get caught.
it ll be the worst nightmare ever!
except for well,
maybe a few other things-.-
lyk...
I-WONT-TELL-YOU
kays bahbyes all!
cyas in skewl 2mrw...
i sooo sleeepyy~
well maybe not relli.
aft chionging dhat dumb CHINESE ATT for a few hours!
& i seriously hope I WONT FAIL MY MATH TEST AGN!
wish me luck kays:D
i realli need it(:
still hvnt let my mom see my chinese(23/50)><
ohkay ohkay
*YAWN*
hear dhat?
I REALLY
REALLY GOTTA GO.
bahbyes<3
XD cya all 2mr n yeah,i owe the two of u an apple ea!(:

DATE!(:


Hehe, wen out wif him yesterdae(:
Finally aft postponing for THREE weeks!^^
was a bit awkward but dam funnXD
LOLS was grippin his arm durin e movie.
he make me watch WHERE GOT GHOST? luhs=O
n u noe i cant handle scray shows marhs x.x
but he treated(:
uhs dun wann blog liaos,
so paiseh!
hehes wadever.
BAHBYES!XD






and hey you, ILU yeahs(;

Orchard Ion(:


Had national dae celebration in e parade square 2dae(:
was ALMOST l8 for sch luhs!><
I was halfway 2 my busstop luhs;
den saw TWO 74 buses(i take 165 or 74 to sch) go by!><
hehehs den w8ted for e next bus
a pathetic single-deckered 165 came
den i dint take.__.
coz it was stil early i tot deres tym 2 w8 for e next bus
w8ted lyk 20mins no bus
started to PANICK! =O
in e end i took e next 25 which came
at 7.10-.-
speed walk to sch aft alightin at bowen busstp
saw issac at e sch gate...he on duty marhs
let me in^^
den i tot flag raising wan start liaox
run to my class=D
lucky 2daes flog raising ceremony starts l8
or else would havta stand in frnt of e whole sch 4 bein l8._.
LUCKY ME XD
den his class had to go up 2 e second floor
n end up facing my class haha(:
simone n co. dsiao me-.-
simone u so mean!XD
make me paiseh lyk hell manns-.-llllll
i was hidin behind emily most of e tym
n he was hidin behind e pillar
funneh, hehehs^^
aft dhat wen back class
do e singapore future thingy
me,eunice,seryun & berlin
colour colour colour e pic[:
jiaqi pangseh us go do photo duty._.
wen 2 e hall at 9 plus i THINK
cant rmb uhs, ive got STM(:
sing national dae songs
onli sec3s n 4s dam enthu
most sec2s juz sit n watch, includin me^^
ohya btw,
i think WHAT DO U SEE is nice lorhs
juz a bit hard to sing along
n only a bit SLIGHTLY offbeat...
aft all dhat
we wer DISMISSED!XD
den me,jiahui,jithui n zhujun planned 2 go orchard ion
n dey wont lemme go hm n change! =O
coz i dun hav a fone, rmb?
so its kinda hard to contact me..
hehes i ended up wearin eunice's shorts n jithui's shirt!XD
both dam nice(:
n jithui GAVE me e shirt!
thx jit, yr e best=P
actually,it was too small 4 her hehes=D
wen jiahui s house eat homemade pizza>lunch!(;
den jiahui s mom send us 2 jithui s house in her cute cute car
spent a long tym in jithui s room...
COZ its so FUN!
ohkay luhs me n jithui wer dressin up(:
she got alot of nice clothes
N HER PLATFORM SHOES ROCKS MANN!
made my legs look so niceXD
hahas. really!
she said it was 65 bucks._.
haiz so bloody ex or else i would hav gone n bot em><
jithui lk dam chio in her outside clothes cann=D
anws
we walked to kovan mrt frm jithui s hse
e weathr was such a HOTTIE!x.x
n jithui sweated lyk hell!=D
N OMG!
we saw abey on e MRT
n we TALKED-.-
i stood oneside n shut my mouth.___.
hehes.
well i was kinda feelin awkward so i shuddap.
den zhujun bot e mrt n saw abey,
SHE STUN luhs!XD
dam funneh ehs,
e look on her face^^
A. alighted b4 us
den we all wen orchard
ORCHARD ION BUILDING v CHIO ehs!(:
tried on lots of clothes,
n i decided i ve relli gotta dump my gothica lk.
jithui lk dam nice in alot of clothes luhs
ESPECIALly the HOT!HOT!HOT! RED summer dress!
i lk nice in nice n normal clothes^^
but wth
e price tags r outrageous!T.T
which is why i guez im stuck wif my old wardrobe><
saw dis dam nice top in Pull & Bear
i look dam gorgeous(coughs,well i mean,seriously)in it
e best ive eva lked(:
N IT COST A GODDAM 100 BUCKS!
T______________T
jithui couldnt find her black cardigan><
nvm next tym we go agn n find kays??=P
aft all e shoppin
go eat at burger king
LOLS i dint buy anything coz im left wif a PATHETIC $1.60._.
jiahui treated me 2 taro pie^^
thx jiahui!=D
in e end i had to help jiahui & jithui eat half of ea of deir burgers!
HAHAS was dam full aft dhat!^^
jothui treated us to ben n jerry s ice creamXD
DELISH!^^
den we all took ALOT ALOT OF PICS OF US!(:
some lk retarded luhs,
but it was dam funn!(:
i rmb e laz foto jiahui lk like a EVIL VILLIAN![:
den aft dhat we wen home luhs.
THANKS jiahui jithui n zhujun!
had lotza FUNN!(:
love ya all(:

PS. deres sth TERRIBLY WRONG WIF BLOGGER!=O