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That Boy I crushed on for six months

0 Adorable | Sunday, May 11, 2014 7:44 PM

We met two and a half years back, back when i was still really immature.
He was quiet, reserved.
But you could see that intelligence and determination in those eyes.
Anyway, i refused to give him my number when he asked for it, a decision i regretted two years later.
We bumped into each other bout once every four months or so.
Then, one day, two years later, we've met each other again.
Sparks in the air.
His brilliant smile.
That strength.
That powerful stride.
His tall lean build.
I felt protected as we stood beside each other.
A casual conversation.
We had that connection.
Then, six months later, i just lost every feeling i had.
HAHA.
Like the guy that i thought about when i do everything, or see anything,
the guy that i thought about before going to bed and first thing in the morning when i wake up,
the guy i daydream about all day long;
suddenly
suddenly
i just didn't feel the same,
after a fateful day when we met again.
Fate was toying with me.
We ended up in the same team,
We ended up as partners for the same table,
We ended up working together,
We ended up in the same train on the way home,
We ended up in the same carriage.
Unintentionally.
It was all i wanted.
WAS.
I lost all my feelings for you suddenly.
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY
Maybe this would explain it.

"7. The missed connection.
You’re hopelessly attracted to them, like a moth to a flame, except you don’t end up in bug ash. You can’t fathom how such beautiful souls can even exist. They’re the ones you feel lost in bliss with; seeing the world through their eyes; and roaming free on the face of the earth in their footsteps. They might not be as mesmerized by you as you are. These tend to be short-lived, but nonetheless, important chapters in your life because it allows you to experience the brevity of such beauty and wonder what could possibly be. You’ll never forget these people."
QUOTED PARAGRAPH CREDITS TO
-Though Catalog
http://thoughtcatalog.com/johan-ng/2014/05/9-romantic-partners-youll-probably-have-in-your-life/