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Friend.

0 Adorable | Tuesday, November 18, 2014 10:41 PM

I'm know my spot in this friendship is getting replaced.
By someone who could be closer to you,
someone who understands the work you are going through
and is actually just right there, in your class.
While I'm all the way across school, at the opposite end.
I understand.
I tried hard to keep this together, believe me.
I put my anger away everytime, and stuff it deep down.
Put my ego away.
Put down the disappointment.
But apparently everytime I give what time
I had to try to keep everything together,
You wouldn't be able to come out with us
Understandably
That you were very busy
And entirely not
Because
They said
"They would've made time, even as little as they could, if they wanted to"
You almost never did.
There were so many times.
That you could've done so.
I'm used to it already.
I want to believe that I almost don't care anymore.
If that's the way its gonna end up, it's gonna end up like that then.
It takes two hands to clap.
It still matters to me alot
A long term friendship like that
But I hope it won't hurt me,
Or matter as much soon.